Friday, October 10, 2008
Boom.
And so I failed. All my higher papers. Not to mention 50/100 for math. 4/40 for higher math.
I don't think Mrs Khoo was too happy with my poem or writing in the higher math paper. She asked me first thing I sat down, "Are you sure you're in the right programme?"
I wish I knew.
If I got A1 for IH last year...I'm pretty sure I would have gone into HP. And Kevin tells me I didn't need an A1.
I'm not like all those math geniuses who just understand...And you know...Just find a way to solve the problems fast and correctly. I just don't see the whole point of it. Those symbols and numbers. I admit I'm far more comfortable with words but still...
I don't believe I have no affinity whatsoever with the technical side. I really enjoy lab work, science, physics even in some fields. And I'm not downright hopeless in math, if not I would have failed throughout primary school. And yet it just doesn't reflect now in Hwachong. Syllabus? Nah, most probably just me.
Math and its double B4 blessing. IH should be a double A1. Physics a B4. And Chemistry without putting effort an A2, Biology A1, English A1. Chinese shocked me with A2. And there's only French left.
It's not just me who's sad.
But my results are the saddest.
Because I know I'm capable of so much more.
Dark Memories[4:40 PM]
Toxicodendron Radicans
Toxicodendron radicans is a plant in the family Anacardiaceae. The name is sometimes spelled "Poison-ivy" in an attempt to indicate that the plant is not a true Ivy (Hedera). It is a woody vine that is well known for its ability to produce urushiol, a skin irritant that causes an itching rash for most people, technically known as urushiol-induced contact dermatitis.
Les souhaits
1) Master French and Japanese
2) Become more sociable
3) Master Toxicology in Plants, Molecular Biology, Botany and the Psychology of Persuasion
4) Be at least half as good as Monsieur Levet in Vovinam
Dark Memories
*September 2006
*November 2006
*December 2006
*January 2007
*April 2007
*June 2007
*December 2007
*January 2008
*February 2008
*March 2008
*April 2008
*May 2008
*June 2008
*July 2008
*August 2008
*September 2008
*October 2008
*November 2008
*December 2008
*January 2009
*February 2009
*March 2009
Grasswhistles
Welcome To the Dark Garden
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